Im here, and I'm willing to wait!

Dear friend I'm here
and I'm willing to wait
for that piece of you
your not willing to give away
for you are the most, precious soul
I could wish to whole heartedly know
so if its not too much to ask
please open that bashed heart
go on
spill it out
the rottenness
the hate
onto the street if that may be the case

Do you see my heart
wrenched at its core
for I want to shake sense
into the part of you thats raw
Do you see my insanity
my ramble
my rage
for sense I want to shake
shake I want to sense
I want to sense shake
I want to shake sense

You know not what beauty you hold
you see not what power or mold
how do I show you
the world is yours
love is yours
the great untamed love of life
its yours

I stand here today
not as a preacher
nor as a saint
for I too have that same mad DNA
no
I stand here tonight
on my knees
half insane
to give you all my love
to give you all my hate
in the hope that you may one day
throw something back in my face!

Some things are not complicated

heavenly person, my follower
my lover from above
I m humbled by your presence
Im engrossed in your love
who am I
a forgotten soul
I m only someone in a crowd
but you know me by my voice alone
each note
each tone
each sound
Your simple plan is complicated
but it need not be to me
for simple agape I receive
no terms
no signature
no bottom line please.

You are who I long to be
spirit, mind, soul
You are who is true and right
its a joke
I m laughing hard
just like Im ment to be!

To know you!

All of you is consumed
by me and by my love
most of you is assumed
by me to be untouched
part of you is hidden
I know thats fair enough
I m searching for that portion
that greed
that grit
the rough stuff

For what is true love
if its not too much
and what is true passion
if not a grand search, for the great unknown
if not a pining
for that hidden gold
that deep unknown
that just may be
the piece of the puzzle
I need
to know you

to know you

Toss politeness

Maybe I m strong
or too in love to know
too obsessed to find out
that I am out of my mind

Crazy I may be
Mental you may find
But full of love
yes
I'm not waisting your time!

Please don't be afraid
to bruise me
to know me
For this magic we've cast
will first of all heal me

I want you
All of you
I don't care what the cost
So toss a coin
toss politeness
and let me back in your life!

Obsession stop following me!

Obsession is a cruelty
only man could have made
for it grips like anger
without the hate
it lurks modestly
until your willing to break
it creates madness
until your willing to go insane

Why do you follow me
obsession of mine
or is it me who follows you
oh obsession stop lying

Enough with your circles
with wasted time
obsession I curse you
wait
but I need you
wait
but I hate you
wait
Oh rats!

For love to survive

For love to survive
isn't a breaking heart required
For truth to hold
a seeking heart must mold
For love is not a maybe
love is a must
For passion is not a playground
but a full life found
to find love
we find pain
this is all we must seek
for everything else
is a mystery.

I am hopeful

I hang to every word you place
on my heart
in my mind
through the pain you've encased

I m hopeful that soon
I may move on from your rhymes
I m satisfied that noon
will make sense in time

If I am honest and not proud
If I have faith to go around
I will want you
But I shall leave you
For I know I will only drown

A LEPER OR A FOX?

Time rolls by
I imagine you stay quiet and proud
Years flick past
I imagine you're happy and dumbed down

Oh Friend
What shame you have bought
That you can't forgive morals
That your life is bound & bought
Gagged & wrapped
Held at shame point

Who was I?
a leper
a fox
Did it really matter
That I was kicked and tossed

This salad of people
Who were dis honed by your kind
Are not bitter & angry
Just pissed & fucked off.